Winter and stuff.

It is really cold out, it was snowing yesterday. EW. I only hate snow if I have to drive in it, because my car is horrible at driving in the snow so now instead of loving snow I get really anxious about it. I have ended up in a ditch multiple times during the winter. I don't generally curse in normal life, but that is when you would find me cursing as I slowly (usually) uncontrollably slide my way to the side of the road. Luckily I have not hit any other cars when this has happened, I would be so upset if I did. The only reason that I am awake at all during the winter and don't just hibernate, is I LOVE Christmas, love love love buying people presents, and everyone being happy. love it

MORE REASONS WINTER SUCKS
But as I have found there is more than that reason that I hate winter, it makes me feel blah, it is so easy to just lay in bed all day and do nothing, that is pretty much what I have been doing all week. Also my hands get all dry and look like a 70 year olds( I was my hands a lot at work).
This week I have just had no motivation or energy. And now that I look back on the week, it has been a pretty horrible week. It didn't feel like it at the time though so I don't really mind. Yesterday I had to work for 7 hours, which isn't bad (I worked 9 Friday) But it is so busy during the holiday season It is very hard to keep up. And yesterday was one of those days, on top of it being busy a kid threw up, twice, all over the place. eeewww. I was so lucky though that the mother was actually nice and offered to clean it up. I was very happy about that, she could have easily paid and just left but she cleaned most of it up. yey! And I really need to get my flu shot :-/
Exhaustion
So at the end of the work day I started to get a headache, which turned into a 5 hour headache, it was horrible. So that night turned into one of those nights I was so exhausted that I could have easily cried at ANYTHING. Then my mom texts me and is like hey we got our Christmas tree yesterday! I was soo sad! We go to a tree farm every year to try and find a Christmas tree, I always loved doing it with her. But she went without me this year. That is when my bad mood started. Of course the headache and walking around like a chicken with its head cut off all day was a big part of that.
PARTY,
I got home after work and knew my roommate and boyfriend were wanting to go to a party later, so I tried really hard to get rid of the headache. I did end up getting rid of it but had one of those headache hangovers, like the whole I felt like crying, and could have fallen asleep easily. But I went anyway. The party was pretty lame. Mainly cause I felt like poo. My boyfriend and I went with this newer couple so they are together and like hugging each other and stuff all the time. And my boyfriend was not being very cuddly so it really made me miss when we were a new couple, and made me wonder why he wasn't all over me all night. I don't want to become one of those like old married couples without being old or married, actually even if we are old and married I still want to act like we like each other.
We were at the party and I was kinda trying to make an effort to be cuddly. After all I would have much rather been at home laying in bed cuddling anyway. We were standing on the other side of the kitchen and I was eyeing him. we were like that for awhile, which is fine he doesn't need to be by my side all the time. But as soon as his friend comes into the kitchen and stands by me my boyfriend makes his way over and stands by him. I turned to him and whispered you are a butt head. What why? he says. I was like I walked into the room and stood here for a long time then they come in the room and you come over here just to be with them. :-(
THE BOYFRIEND
OK OK I know, that's pathetic right, who cares. But I didn't feel good and I wanted to be cuddly. I also remember what it was like when we first started going out, especially cause the cute new couple was there. We used to be the cute couple that couldn't get enough of each other. I just missed that. You walk into a room and it's like the person is so happy you are there and pays attention to you, you feel special. Now with him it's like O hey yea you are there. Just like every other person is there. He would rather go stand over there. Don't get me wrong I LOVE my relationship with, I'll just call him P. He is so nice to me and caring. I think I might be a little bitter. We haven't done the deed, in like a week or so. And I start to get cranky. But I haven't really been feeling it anyway. I feel like we are a little disconnected or something. We aren't us. And I am not sure why I feel like that. I think I just miss him, we haven't gotten to hang out so much lately. After the party we did get to cuddle, and I loved it so much we actually ended up staying up till about 4am just cuddling. I would have liked it if we had talked a little more. But I am fine with what happened :-) I think he got that I was feeling sad and exhausted, when we started cuddling he whispered "you are wonderful" in my ear :-D. I was happy and just layed in his arms watching some comedian be a bitch for awhile. Then when I couldn't stay awake anymore I had to go back to my house, he told me to text me when I got home, So I did. then I texted him ":-) bed". and he called me. How cute right?! he called to say goodnight again and tell me that my last text made him laugh, or laugh out loud as he put it. I have such a cute boyfriend.

Well, I guess I better go lotion my hands before I turn into a prune. O yea, I have lots of homework too. So here are my questions,
If you are in a relationship how do you keep the spark going? Do you ever feel like you just need more from the person? Has your relationship changed for the better or the worse?
What is your least favorite season? And your favorite? Any special tricks for getting rid of headaches?